3 HR Reflection ride in the rain
Saturday, March 13, 2010 at 1:28PM I have been back from Spain for a week and a half, I have run a little bit hear and there but nothing major. I have not touched my bike at all cense I have been home. I was so torn up from Spain I wanted a proper amount of rest and healing before starting to train for this season. I woke up looked outside and rain, lots and lots of rain.
In the past this would make me shake my head and crawl back into my warm bed and snuggle with my girlfriend. Not anymore, the attitude of we are hear to ride so we are going to fucking ride is still with me after Strong like bull. I put all my layers on slapped on my brand new helmet and was out the door.
Riding in the rain I find is a lot of fun, there is no one out on the roads or on the trails usually less cars and you can be left alone to your thoughts, the only thing I wish I had where my booties which I tore up so bad in Spain I need to get new ones (in their defense they where only 5 dollar booties because I had no idea how awesome they would end up being).
I felt strong, I felt really really strong. I was averaging 5 mph over what I normally do on the same trail and effort level. I felt like I could ride 100 miles and not even think about it. When I got a little cold and I couldn’t feel my feet anymore I thought about turning around then put my head down and powered on. I hit all my old turn around points and blew past them with shame thinking back to my past self and how he would make excuses to turn around because he was a little tired or really didn’t feel like finishing his ride because it hurt. I hit all my old landmarks and knew how I should feel at those points and I was no where near the depleted energy levels of old bobby (Mind you this entire ride is only powered by 1 cup of coffee I had no breakfast and forgot my water bottles).
I rode all the way down to the end of the trail, and expecting the bike shop there to be open was going to get a drink. Alas they decided to be closed on an early sat morning with a crap tone of rain, guess not many people go out on days like this. I contemplated riding down to the 711 and then decided, lets see how far I can push this. Can I do 3 hours with NOTHING! I headed back deciding to see how much I could hang on pure strong like bull carry over. About 30 min into the ride back now making my ride time 2 hours I found out.
I felt the feeling of emptiness, the o shit I forgot to eat when I was suppose to feeling. But not having anything to eat or drink I just pushed. This confidence and general comfort I have never had on the bike before, this is all from 9 days in spain. The general feeling that it does not matter what the ride is I can do it, distance pshh, no nutrition pshh, shitty weather that causes flooding hahahaha. Confidence something that is learned and earned not taught.
During this 3 hour 57 mile drench fest I realized what I really took away from Strong Like Bull. It wasn’t the amazing memories, it wasn’t the new friendships and it wasn’t the jump start on my base training (all which are great and I did get). I brought back from spain nothing that I could have gotten staying at home, Confidence. I could have done the same amount of riding for 9 days around DC and not come away with the amount of confidence you get from being at SLB. The amount of pain and suffering you do at this camp hardens your resolve, it steels your nerves and stiffens your spine. These things don’t leave you, the trick now is to take this new found mental ability and apply it to this season.
Have no doubt, I honestly believe this will be my best season of doing triathlon I have ever had…





